Sunday, September 30, 2012

Organic

Fresh
Real
Raw
No additives
Unadulterated
Unpasteurized
Lust

No expectations

No disappointment

Be sure to taste your words before you spit them out...

i think he likes that twentyone questions bullshit

i don't.
in fact, i see it as a major glitch in communication.
you think i like asking a million questions just to get to one erroneous answer?

...

"The girl really worth having won't wait for anyone"

...

Every

Girl likes to be watched
and appreciated

Friday, September 28, 2012

i

want it to feel like the first time. every time.

An idle mind does devilish things.

Together

1. in cooperation with united action; conjointly
2. with mutual action; mutually; reciprocally

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

"It could be beautiful..."
Word?

If I can't tell you, then who the fuck am I supposed to tell?

S E E

Support. Encouragement. Empathy.

Show me the beauty in an emotionless relationship and I'll show you a bold face lie.

Do not promise what you cannot deliver.

Filter

Less.
Free to ex
press
My joy and my pain
No more waiting in vain
For your love
In my soul you'll remain
But there's no more rain
In this cloud

Found it!

Motivation is everywhere. Sometimes you just have to look for it.

Emotional quandary

He checks on him.
I check on him and him.
Who checks on me?
Everybody needs somebody.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Today

Sucked ass on so many levels.

Rejected affections
Maybe it’s a blessing
No more second guessing
No stressing
Wisdom in my pocket
Another life lesson

Being loved and Being love.
I am love therefore I am loved.
Feel me?

bit-o-advice...

It's not what you say, but how you say it that makes all the difference in the world.
:)

92512

This place is robbing me of my creativity. Depleting me of my purpose.
I don't like that shit.

Monday, September 24, 2012

Surround yourself with the things and people that make you most happy.
Love and light.

This

Smiling

at myself

I'm in favor of building positive, real, honest, long lasting friendships/relationships

Give to yourself. Take care of your needs.

Feeding my spirit with some good positive energy.

Be content. But do not settle.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

"No sense in crying over spilled milk 'cause its wasted..."

If

i can't write honestly, then what can i write?

He'll make you feel like someone special
or nothing at all

The chemistry is off.

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You're pretty when you're smiling
Beautiful when you're hurting
Lovely when you're angry
Comical when uncertain
Filled with overpowering raw emotion that cannot be hidden or denied

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Love and trust are mutually exclusive

You can't truly have one without the the other

I wanted your hands to get to know my body
Intimately
They became close friends

...

nina

I need some stability

This back and forth bullshit is killing me

What I learned yesterday..

Things aren't always as they seem
What looks good on the outside could be broken on the inside
Sometimes people, myself in particular, tend to let their imagination get the best of them
Thoughts become things...that's not always a bad thing
Choose your battles and choose them wisely.
Sometimes the logical response trumps the emotional response
...most times
Do not allow yourself to be placed in a box
You don't belong there
Let go
Live love and have fun
Tap into untapped talent without fear
Explore uncharted territory
Speak openly, but tactfully
Words have power
Every person whose words ever kissed your ears or hands touched your soul, has been placed before you for a reason. A purpose far beyond ordinary understanding
A little unbiased outside counsel can do the heart good...not to mention the mind
Laughter can heal almost anything
Look at the bigger picture, not just the picture placed before you
You're not the only one who has needs, Physical or otherwise
Sometimes a man just wants to be fucked
Sometimes i just want to be fucked
...

Friday, September 21, 2012

It could be beautiful. But the shit's not going to magically happen.
It takes work.
But it really could be beautiful.

But I don't want hurt, I want happy.

It's not just about the sex.
It's a lot deeper than that.
It's about the connection.
I need that.
Perhaps you don't. We are different and that's fine.
But I need that.

Self-righteous indignation.

I'll find it myself.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

How's about you just kiss me. Passionately.
Then we can forget.
The pain. The frustration. The uncertainty of us.
How's about you just kiss me.
Passionately.
Then we can forget.
Everything.

I ask a lot of questions because I want to know the answers.
Not some manufactured version of the truth.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

We are stronger together...

Friday, September 14, 2012

I need a plan

this shit ain't working.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

What the absolute fuck.

Seriously?

So do not worry, I wont ask again.
But maybe you should ask again.
Since you seem the be the one caught between clarity and confusion and cant seem to decide which path to take.
being honest is one of the most refreshing, most rewarding things you can do...
for yourself.
"Light has a way, when washing over the old, the broken, the rusted and the lonely, of fixing and healing, finding and giving, if for a moment, a sliver of understanding.  Please find your way through the clouds, and when you do, fall upon me."
Light Beam Atop Barn Roof (by TylerKnott)

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Arbitrary Bullshit

I love you.
Maybe that's why it's complicated.

Monday, September 10, 2012

and i'm still learning...

No one really taught me to love myself and express myself. I had to learn that shit on my own.

Un...

touched.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Friday, September 7, 2012

Sorta Outta Sorts...

Even after all of this, I still feel...

Full blown dirty birdie, here. Pleased to make your acquaintance.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

FUCK! Just what the absolute fuck?!!

Worry not little foot. Whatever will be, will be.

Because I told you the truth, I hurt you. Had I told you a lie, I would have hurt you even more.
Shits gonna hurt no matter how you slice it.
Pain is not my ammunition. Truth is.

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

The Tiger Who Wore White Gloves

By Gwendolyn Brooks
 
There once was a tiger, terrible and tough,
who said "I don't think tigers are stylish enough.
They put on only orange and stripes of fierce black.
Fine and fancy fashion is what they mostly lack.
Even though they proudly
speak most loudly,
so that the jungle shakes
and every eye awakes—
Even though they slither
hither and thither
in such a wild way
that few may care to stay—
to be tough just isn't enough."
These things the tiger said,
And growled and tossed his head,
and rushed to the jungle fair
for something fine to wear.
 
Then!—what a hoot and yell
upon the jungle fell
The rhinoceros rasped!
The elephant gasped!
"By all that's sainted!"
said wolf—and fainted.
 
The crocodile cried.
The lion sighed.
The leopard sneered.
The jaguar jeered.
The antelope shouted.
The panther pouted.
Everyone screamed
"We never dreamed
that ever could be
in history
a tiger who loves
to wear white gloves.
White gloves are for girls
with manners and curls
and dresses and hats and bow-ribbons.
That's the way it always was
and rightly so, because
it's nature's nice decree
that tiger folk should be
not dainty, but daring,
and wisely wearing
what's fierce as the face,
not whiteness and lace!"
 
They shamed him and shamed him—
till none could have blamed him,
 
when at last, with a sigh
and a saddened eye,
and in spite of his love,
he took off each glove,
and agreed this was meant
all to prevail:
each tiger content
with his lashing tail
and satisfied
with his strong striped hide.

 

Fruit juicy red
legs sprawled across the bed
he dipped the tip of his head
and parted the red sea...

"It's so loud inside my head with words that I should have said. As I drown in my regret, I can't forget the words I never said." -Lupe Fiasco

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Fuckin bloody vagina is pissing me the piss off.

sorry
This life shit is a big bitch sometimes.
Sometimes.

"I want to take him down to China Town and slice him off a piece of this pumpkin pie, okay?"

I am the darkness. You are the stars.

Monday, September 3, 2012