89

“I am fire, and light and fuck you if you don’t like it, fuck you if you hate me for what you know in your lacking heart, you can’t be because of your own weakness, and conformity to these opinions of man who do not matter.”

pretty much.

88

Insecurities come and go with fleeting moments that possess my soul
Right now, this love is not my own

Oldie but goodie...well, not that old....

I’m looking for my orgasm
have you seen her
’cause I can’t seem to find her anywhere
I checked in the bed between the sheets last week and
again this morning but
I couldn’t find her
I checked in the shower on the toilet on top of  my desk in the chair and in the backseat of the car
Still no sign
I checked on the floor on the table and on the kitchen counter
Still no sign
I checked in the hallway on the stairs and even in the doorway last night
Still no sign
I Tried to find her in the mess of stress that has been building in my head
Hoping that somewhere hiding in the clutter is the gutter that is my brain
So
I checked in my sleep
in my dreams
hoping that just the hint of his face would quench her thirst and bring her back to me but
Still no sign
I closed my eyes and listened for the stillness of his breath, summoned the depth of his touch as his words played in my imagination
I
Touched me as he
Fondling the heart of me in search of that sweet release but
Still no sign
Maybe it’s in the lost and found

87

Look at all the bothers I give. 

:)

F U C K I T

86

Sometimes I just need somebody to talk to.

85

Life is ever changing. Ever evolving. Time flies and the world keeps spinning. 
Stand still or move with it.

84

I am a 35 year old brat. I'll be the first to admit that. I want what I want when I want it. But the flipside to that is, I'm willing to do the work it takes to get what I want.

83

We are weird.

I am merely the womb that
carried birthed and mothered
your seed
I am not your lover
your friend
nor your confidant

we don't talk like girlfriends do
like homeboys do
like
bestfriends do
you don't laugh at my corny jokes or
smile at the crinkling of my eye
you don't get excited when I enter a room or
even look at me when I speak
comfort or console me when I hurt or
reassure me when I'm uncertain
I do for you but
you don't for me
I am merely the womb that carried birthed and
mothered your seed
and that's all I'll ever be
so why won't you let me go

Bears repeating

"Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve."

82

Cold souls stay cold. Dark dank and bitter.
Don't be that person. Keep warm thoughts. Stay drinking the sunshine.

I am learning more and more that control of self is the only control I'll ever have over anyone. You cannot control how people treat you, the way they respond to you, or the level of pain they inflict you on. But you have free reign over your response.

Three components of L O V E

Commitment.
Passion.
Intimacy.

Who says you can't have it all?

81

Faith is everything when there is nothing.

T I R E D

of talking

80

No more tears for fears.

79

I tend to stay in my head a lot longer than I should and that's what gets me in trouble.

The biggest obstacle we'll ever overcome is learning to be ourselves and not giving an inch of a fuck about what anyone else thinks. 
People seldom believe me when I show them who I am. They have me pegged as this fragile soft spoken little thing who smiles and laughs a lot but rarely speaks her mind. Then get mad when they find out they're wrong.
I am a powerhouse. I am a woman. Passionate and fearless. Strong and tender. Compassionate and honest. Beautifully rambunctious with desires far beyond your small understanding.
I am not your preconceived notion. And I definitely don't fit inside your box.

78

Peace and Penis.
That's all I want right now.

Master of disguise. Only a fool afraid of who he really is is capable of such trickery.
Take off the mask. Reveal yourself.

77

The captain of my ship. The master of my soul.

People disappoint you only when given the power to do so. Even those closest to you are capable of finding a weakness and using it against you when the opportunity strikes.
Take care of you. The way no one else can.
Self preservation.

76

Invisible only to those who see her color.

75

"She's mad but she's magic. There's no lie in her fire."

Charles Bukowski

74

Control that which you can. Let go of that which you can't.

73

Away with the comfort zone.

72

Commit. To something. Or to someone. Or to yourself.

71

What you think of me is really none of my business.

70

Who are you?
What are you doing?
Who are you living for?
What makes you happy?
What makes you tick?
Are you living your greatest potential?
Or have you conformed to the norms?

69

I cried. From carrying so much hurt, uncertainty, and pain.
I cried. But I am free.

68

Stay strong and
carry on.

As a seeker of the truth, I am naturally drawn to those who consistently speak fact rather than fiction.
Hit me with the truth, and I'll love you forever.

67

Take care of you.

66

Relax.

65

All I was saying was give peace a chance, but no, you had to keep on going. Had to keep pushing the issue.
Over analyzing.

64

Loud femininity. And sensitive woman parts.

63

The lion and the lamb.
The wolf in sheep's clothing.

62

Make up your mind.

61

Questions. No confessions.

60

Rebel with a cause.

59

One day at a time.