Tuesday, April 30, 2013

117

Know thyself. Love thyself.

Monday, April 29, 2013

116

Nigga, I aint got no worries.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

114

Forgive. Don't forget.

Friday, April 26, 2013

113

Get up. Get out. Get something.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

112

MOVE!!! Do something. Anything. Just do not sit still.

111

Always testing the waters.

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

110

I've been a bad bad girl.

Monday, April 22, 2013

109

What little respect I have left for you, I lose whenever you open your mouth and a lie falls out.

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Friday, April 19, 2013

107

The moment you change your perception is the moment you rewrite the chemistry of your body.
Dr Bruce H Lipton

Thursday, April 18, 2013

106

Love is an action.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

105

Silver linings.

Sure he's an attractive man. But his lies are ugly. His character is sketchy.
There ain't no beauty in that.

Monday, April 15, 2013

I believe in friendship and relationship partnership and love honesty and loyalty building and growing time and space.
I do not believe in lies and deceit underhanded manipulation back and forth inconsistencies.
I believe in truth. 

PDA's. I miss that shit.

104

It's hard out here for a pimp.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

He came to me in my dream. Told me that He loved me. Demanded that I let Him love me. Simmered my fears, took away my pain and loved me. It was wonderful. Then I woke up. And my bed was still cold. My heart still hurt. And there was no love.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Someone else is always watching. Waiting for you to fuck up. Why give them that chance?

103

Reminiscent of Rogers Park.

This shit is getting out of control.

I haven't had a drink in a very long time, but I could certainly use one ret nah!

Friday, April 12, 2013

Buttery rich dark chocolate and pecan brownies with a chocolate ganache topped with chocolate ice cream.
This is my storm I'll dance it however I choose.

101

Old habits come quick when shit gets rough.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Cut myself opened and gave you the insides. Pulled myself apart limb from limb flesh from bone til there was nothing left to hide. Broke those bones layed them bare on the table for you to eat from. Opened a vein and drained myself into a cup for you to drink from. Filled your belly quenched your thirst and watched as you pissed on my remains.
Thank you.

100

Inevitable withdrawal.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

"You don't have to stay up late for people that went to sleep a while ago."

99

At least I got a pretty awesome kid out of the deal.

98

Don't let the devil use you.

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

You said you wouldn't, but you did.
You'll never admit it, but you did.

Do not fall in love with people like me
we will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth

Monday, April 8, 2013

I refuse to take the easy way. Quitting is for pussies.
Perhaps that's my problem.
I think my problem is I don’t have any crazy vices to turn to when I’m stressed. I don’t smoke. Don’t really drink. I said NO to drugs a long time ago. There’s sex, but that’s not really a vice. Maybe it is, but still. Most people, when faced with a stressful situation, step away go outside and light up or go to the local bar and grab a drink or twelve. I can’t do either because a.) I hate cigarettes, cigarette smoke, cigarette stench, and lung cancer and b.) I’d have to have more than one drink to put a dent in my stress and one is my limit. So where the hell does that leave me?

97

You won't hear another peep out of me.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Sometimes you gotta ask yourself is it all worth it.

96

I'm convinced everyone is in on the joke except for me.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

95

Move along. Ain't nothing to see here.

94

"You can't rearrange what's already been done."

Thursday, April 4, 2013

93

"If they don't see you in your highest light, wish them well and cut the cord."

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Your burden is someone else's blessing.

92

The things that don't matter do. The things that should matter don't.
I need to clean my life out.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Today

we don't like each other much. tomorrow, maybe we will.

91

"No trust." We've already established that. Now what?

90

My issues are my issues, until they're not.

Monday, April 1, 2013

A woman is standing outside your door in the cold and freezing rain. She knocks begging to be let in. You're not very trusting of strangers, and understandably so, but she's no stranger, in fact, you know her well. You have two choices. You can do one of two things: you can let go of whatever suspicions and doubts you may have about this woman, trust that she means you no harm and let her in, or you can choose the road often traveled and ignore her plea for help for warmth for your affections, and leave her out in the cold.
You had two choices. You chose wrong. Chose to do it by yourself because you couldn't see beyond yourself to see what's been right there all along.
You always choose wrong.

Don't be a hypocrite

If you're gonna preach it, make sure you live it. In every aspect of your life. Not just where you feel most comfortable or in control.