Monday, November 26, 2012

"Great minds fuck each other."
Yes. Yes they do...

Nothing worth having comes easy, but why's it got to be so hard?

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Our love has changed.
Romance is dead.

Be yourself. Not a figment of the self you wish to be.

Friday, November 23, 2012

Trust. Honesty. Commitment. Understanding. Loyalty.
Intimacy.

I probably will. Because I can.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

You always hurt the ones you love.
The ones you shouldn't hurt at all.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Insufferable.

The last few months have made me so much stronger in my situation yet so much more open and vulnerable in others.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

I can't control his actions no more than he can control mine.

Truism

Some things can wait.
My love can't.
Besides, I want another baby.
A girl.

When you're in a relationship, certain things should come easy. A simple kiss, hug, or hello.
Everything is a struggle.
unnecessary struggle. Self inflicted pain.

Monday, November 19, 2012

"Your silence will not save you"

Sunday, November 18, 2012

And I don't have an attitude. I'm just tired of all the bullshit.

Period.

There is no justification for cheating. Period.
If you're unhappy in your relationship, end the relationship.
Period.
Then there would be no need to cheat.
Period.

Appreciate what you have and who you have. You never know when it will be snatched away.

Amen.

Dear Lord,

Be good to me. The sea is so wide and my boat is so small.

Irish fisherman's prayer

I am

a good woman.
Flawed, but good.

Friday, November 16, 2012

Love yourself then others. Nowhere does it say love others then yourself.
I need to get my shit in order.

Everybody wants to be loved.
But very few people are willing to do what it takes to keep that love when they get that love.

No one wants to hear the truth.
And very few own up to it.
It takes two to Tango.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

I want to cuddle and smooch and giggle and laugh and wrestle and touch and share secrets and tell stories and sit in silence and listen

Finding

my truth and holding on for dear life

Numb.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

This thing is killing my spirit.
But one way or another I am going to be ok.
It's just the pain of right now that's keeping me from picking up and moving forward. Keeping me from forgetting and moving on.
The pain from his silence tormenting me.  robbing me of my peace. Halting my breath. Constipating my rationale.
The absence of his touch kicking me in the gut reminding of his inherent displeasure.
The emptiness of his hello. The hallow of his goodnight.
It's killing me. He knows.
But I won't cry. Enough of that.
Right now this well is dry.
I can't make him love me if he don't. But if he don't, then why won't he let me go?

Love the one you're with or let her ass go!!!

I don't do mind games. I prefer kissing games.

I know that I cannot and
will not please everyone
I know that they will not always
approve of or agree with
my actions
my words
my attitude
But as long as I know that I
have given them all of me
the very best of me
extended and overextended
the whole of me
physically mentally emotionally and spiritually
I'm good with that
I have no regrets

Keep
Living

Forever or fornever. 
you decide.

I'm not perfect.
I fuck up.
I hurt.
I need.
I want.
Just like the next man.
I am not perfect.
But I am human.
So who the fuck are you to judge?

Monday, November 5, 2012

At this point in the game, looks don't mean shit
It's your character that attracts me
Your integrity that catches me
Your moral standing that keeps me
The way you treat your mother
The way you love your woman adds more value to a relationship than the curl of your lips and the size of your penis
Looks fade just as surely as a penis shrivels.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

He

makes her laugh and
smiles when she laughs.

Thursday, November 1, 2012