7-10-2010

Loving you has become the most difficult and daunting task I have ever had to endure.
I feel like we’ve been down this road a million times before; hit this same wall repeatedly time after time. Yet we continue to torture ourselves and each other with empty promises and expectations. And when things don’t work out, I’m usually the one to blame. When in reality, I’m the one who tried the hardest. I’m the one who held on, held out, and fought tooth and nail, while you sat on the sidelines observing, and laughing, but never caring. Making me look like the fool. The fool who thought it could, but never would, turn into something beautiful. Something we created together…

Fuck me for dreaming.