9-23-2010

“True love leads you to God. A person should be so in love with you that they’re willing to be lessened in order for you to see the God in yourself. Love that leads you to a person is idolatry.” -Pastor Sean McMillan
Gives an entirely new meaning to “looking for love in all the wrong places.” , huh?
But, sadly, that has become my story.
A redundancy of men flowing in and out of my life filling my ear and my space with empty words and meaningless gestures.
Hidden agendas and underlying innuendo.
Distorting reality. Giving false hope.
Hiding behind a mask of lies
Wildly afraid to face their own truths.
I desperately seeking approval in the vacant eyes of  man.
Hoping to fill a loveless void left by an absentee father.
Blindly searching for companionship, affection, and protection.
Waiting to hear those words.
Stupidly waiting for “I love you”.